2009年来也

不需要很久，2008年就即将要结束
这一次，显然比起去年好了很多
至少，有人会找我出去喝茶


今年，我花了很多钱
衣服，鞋子，手表啦
发现到过去两三个月根本没有存到任何一点钱
有一点后悔啦，不过shopping的感觉真的很过瘾！


时间真的过得很快，开始在担心第三年出国的费用了
以目前的状况来看，好像有一点点问题
照着原本的预算，现在的我应该存到接近20千才对
但是现在只有12千罢了，很可怜
接下来三到四个月应该比较难可以存到钱了
看来是时候进行超级大省钱计划了
目标是一个月最多只能花四百块，剩下的全部都得省下来
到时候应该还是可以接近20千吧

虽然自己一个人渡过圣诞节有一点可怜
但是，却可以打工拿double也蛮不错的嘛

希望每个人的愿望都可以实现哦！圣诞老人，显灵吧
快让我突然赚很多钱，那我就不用愁出国的费用了

Oh what can i say... we're bunch of people that like to take picture ^_^

Nice Chocolate

Two of my friends came back from Adelaide yesterday... they brought me a souvenir, which is this chocolate... well it is really good and this is the packaging of it, very elegant and beautiful ^_^

it contains Macadamia nut in the middle of each chocolate... very crunchy. The milk chocolate that covered the nuts has the right amount of sweetness. the whole taste of the chocolate is very balance, anyone who ate it would definitely addicted to it.

:)

i bought it in a sale...

very comfortable

jus luv it ^_^

A half-day trip in Cheras...

Happy Meal!!
(Ghili, Gili or Gilly?)cafe
this is where we have our nice seafood...
Jimmy thai food (something like that, i think)

during the mean time we also visited our friend house and pasar malam... but we didn't get the chance to take pic lo

can't believe we actually visited five places in a night...
though is quite tiring, everyone is very happy
maybe we should do that again in near future

i just like it very much...

华语！？

也许是时候写一些华语了吧
不知道多久没有用这个语言了
平时顶多就只有和家人说话时才会用华语
不过近来因为外婆的关系，好像都在强迫自己说潮州话呢
结果，华语对我来说好像是越来越生疏了
连现在都在绞尽脑汁想拼音呢

有时候真的觉得有一天会忘了怎么写华文字
到时候该怎么办呢
难道要我告诉人家我不是独中毕业的吗？
那真丢脸

不过，我想不太可能吧
究竟这语言是我的母语，又陪伴了我至少二十几年
没这么容易就忘记的啦

听说在英国如果你会华文的话是一件很吃香的本领
那些听不懂华文又讲不会的鬼佬
如果听你讲几句华文或是看你写几个字，他们可是会将你当神来拜哦！
甚至会说你很cool哦！
可能到了那边可以靠这语言骗点吃喝什么的
应该不错哦！

Money is everything!

wow it's very cool... i like it ^_^

hmm.... maybe i should get some new clothes

I don't know

when u see some people you have the urge to avoid them...
does this mean you hate them? i don't know

this happens to me sometimes...

i always ask myself do i hate or like this person whenever i avoid a person...
in the end i always ended up like i actually do not hate this person but why do i avoid him/her?

people i had known for so long but yet i still avoid them and they have actually done nothing wrong to me... so what is wrong with me?

then again the second time i saw them, i repeated the same thing again, why?
perhaps deep in my heart i dislike them very much and i just refuse to admit it consciously?

if the answer is yes, then why do i refuse to admit it while on the fact i cannot find any reason to hate them and they had done nothing to me?

if the answer is no, why do i commit such act when i see them?

Perhaps the answer is love

Time passes easily, another month I’ve spent in my life
Sometimes I wonder would I be afraid of death when the time comes
Or maybe I will not be scared and rather regretting for the chance that I’ve missed in my life
Unpredictable and brief are the words when people describe what life is
Somehow I think I understand why they use these two words
I might not have finished my entire life yet but who knows whether I would be able to see tomorrow?
If you know when you will die, will you still do what you’re doing right now?
The word miracle only exists in human world
Animal don’t know what miracle is
The sun, the star, the universe, anything we know don’t know what miracle is
And even God, to him the word miracle never appears in his dictionary
When we say “I believe in miracle”
It is the most ironic sentence that every human can makes since there is absolutely no certainty in it
‘Believe’ is a vague word
‘Miracle’ is another ambiguous word
Yet, most of us would still rely on this statement when matter had become worst than ever
To be or not to be
What different does it makes?

makes long story short

working + studying is a tiring process...
though i know very well i just need to wait another 5 to 6 months, i'm still very frustrated about it... anyway, the nice part is i got money to spend ^_^

meet my high school friends in KTM this afternoon when i came back from college... we talked about each other college... since both of us took law then of course we have a lot to talk about...
then we blah blah blah till we reached klang from kl sentral....
well the conclusion from the converstion we had is that sometimes u pay more doesn't mean you will get more...

maybe sometimes i should post some blog in chinese

now end up like this lo... ^_^

i wonder what do i need to do in order to get the hairstyle he has??

these three fella will protect me from thief....


and these another three fellas will keep the buglars away...

these last four little heroes will keep whatever evil at bay...

these ten people will become my "the ten heroes" banzai ^_^

the day was the last class before our intermediate exam... we had a lunch at basil cafe in bangsar village... hmm... anyway we all passed the exam Yeah!!!

We celebrated my birthday at sushi king in Sookar (if i didn't spell wrong), KL Sentral. a simple dinner (can't choose better place also since we got whole day class on that day), anyway we did had some fun lor...

On 23.10.2008, my college friends and I went karaoke at Neway in Cheras... is a long journey but still we all had a lot of fun... we should go again next time, maybe not in Cheras, is a bit too far leh... by the way, we also pre-celebrated timothy's birthday since he cannot celeb with us... Happy Birthday lar Timothy!!!^_^

i'm inspired to become a lawyer but yet at the same time i need to maintain my income

wat a tiring three days... finally it is over and i'm so happy
i'm looking forward to tuesday where i can attend classes again... though this time it will be me alone... without my everyday hang out college friends... sometimes without them is better because i can fully focus in my study... man is a ironic creature in this world... they need accompany but at the same time they want to be alone... and i'm one of those man... haha

trust is not a tough subject according to what my friend told me... at least it is easier than land law... hm.... actually i was hoping that it is as fun as land law... the more complicated it is the more interested i am... anyway because the subject is going to teach by ms puvanes i think in the end will become quite interesting also... ms puvanes teaching method is very suitable for me... very tensing and pressuring... but makes me more focus in the subject matter...

sometimes i dunno whether there is any people read my blogs... i dun feel like i want any people to read it but at the same time i wish there some people read it... haiz... like i said just now man is a ironic creature lor... i only wish some people will read it and some don't... too much to ask eh? anyway better keep it private as long as possible when there is people read it just let them read lo...

today i bought two very funny drinks from seven eleven... one is call anything and another one is call whatever... you don't know what you getting from the drink but you will buy it because you also don't know what to drink so you just drink wahtever it is or anything... the idea is pretty cool yo...

today... not bad

better write something when i'm still got the mood...
tomorrow everything will start all over again but this time everything will become harder a bit... i certainly hope that i can cope with every challenge that lay ahead of me...

sometimes i really considering giving upp my job because all classes now have become a lot more than last year plus all together in weekend... it definitely going to exhaust me till i dry... but if i dun work then there is no income... this is a lot more torturing than the earlier one... anyway, who cares? it just a part time job... it is only for now not when i graduate from my degree...

just now my friend mentioned something about concert... hmm... i wonder it is lavoce's concert... she asked me whether i participate in the "concert"... i really don't know what to answer other than asking her back "what?"... honestly, being in the choir for eight years is not a short period... but i can't feel any unity within the choir... everyone only socialise within their own group... perhaps this happen because the teacher herself is like that... she seldom talks to me... maybe there is nothing for us to talk... so i don't know... i'm not sure whether i like the choir or hate it... it so confuse... i find myself neither hate it nor love it... is a complicated feeling...

so i guess... this is the end for today

Questions... again

hmm... after long time didn't post new blog... i just wonder why i start to blog in the first place...
it just doesn't make sense...
now suddenly i sit in front of my laptop and start typing some word for my blog... my unpublic blog... perhaps the reason why i write these is because i just want to record something... scared that someday i might forget what i done today... like now i can't remember what happened during my primary school days... too many memories slipped away as i'm not aware...

again today... i checked her blog... but at least today she finally post something... though it looks like a lazy post... just a few picture and a paragraph... but at least better than nothing at all...
until today i still don't understand how i feel toward her... i'm not sure whether is it love or just because we are close and knowing each other for very long time... i tried once to believe that i love her but how come i didn't confront her like a lover do... it just so strange...

Ms. Meera said that i dyed my hair because i got a girlfriend... in fact, she is wrong... i never had a girlfriend before... i doubt will i ever have one... cause i have never felt in love before or i just don't know what it is... no one tell me what love other than what i read from books... i hope that one day i will understand what it is and feel what it's like... i hope... yea... i'm...

second year starting very soon... again another busy year is coming... it is a rare occassion for me to sit here and post a blog... but whenever i do... i write a lot...

i certainly hope that when i'm going to oversea in 2009... i life will change forever... i'll found my dream and my love... that's what i'm after for so long... money should not a big deal... i think it's going to be fine...

can i become a outstanding lawyer? i don't know... i don't even know whether law suit me or not as my language is not strong... perhaps it can be trained and become better after three years of degree and nine months chambering... i hope that i can become stronger than anyone out there...

no one shares my happiness or my sadness... i'm a loner... yes i am
alone in the dark talking to himself... try to pretend that he is living his life to the fullest...
trying to archieve something which himself don't even know what it is...
i'm confuse... so confuse... why must it be so complicated... can't it be more simpler a bit...
hope that somebody will come and guide him, love him, care for him...
what he wants is just love... as simple as that