better write something when i'm still got the mood...
tomorrow everything will start all over again but this time everything will become harder a bit... i certainly hope that i can cope with every challenge that lay ahead of me...
sometimes i really considering giving upp my job because all classes now have become a lot more than last year plus all together in weekend... it definitely going to exhaust me till i dry... but if i dun work then there is no income... this is a lot more torturing than the earlier one... anyway, who cares? it just a part time job... it is only for now not when i graduate from my degree...
just now my friend mentioned something about concert... hmm... i wonder it is lavoce's concert... she asked me whether i participate in the "concert"... i really don't know what to answer other than asking her back "what?"... honestly, being in the choir for eight years is not a short period... but i can't feel any unity within the choir... everyone only socialise within their own group... perhaps this happen because the teacher herself is like that... she seldom talks to me... maybe there is nothing for us to talk... so i don't know... i'm not sure whether i like the choir or hate it... it so confuse... i find myself neither hate it nor love it... is a complicated feeling...
so i guess... this is the end for today
