27.2.09

grown up...
it is strange you know
when you found out that the world is no longer the world you recognised
when you wake up and realise everything has changed
you don't watch cartoon
you don't eat sweet and candy
kfc or McD is no longer your favourite food
you don't play hide and seek
everything you used to do
you just don't do it anymore...

you want something more
something like Louis Vuitton and Ralph Lauren
or perhaps Bentley or Maseratti
you want to look like Brad Pitt
she wants to look like Jessica Alba
yes, we learn the true nature of being materialistic

Reality has taught you that if you live up what others expect of you
you will be loved
Experience told you that do not give money to beggar because they might use your money to call for a cab to go home
Instinct makes you believe that if you don't push yourself through the crowd and get in the train you will still need to do it when the next train comes
I understand, we're just fitting ourselves within the definition of 'adult'

...in the end you will look like an adult...
...but you don't look like yourself...

19.2.09

is a he or she??!!


this afternoon the tort lecture was a bit boring... so i decided to do some stupid thing...
well i'm not the one wearing the girlie girlie stuff, guess who is he then? maybe is a she...
anyway, it seem my choice for university is quite obvious already, hertfordshire fees is cheap and so is the living expenses...
i guess tomorrow i'll go to the office and get the application form since today i got no luck of finding the officer (maybe he was avoiding student?!!? who knows...)
sincerely hope that everything will be smooth this year... ^_^

12.2.09

哎哟,真的吗?!

刚刚我在网络找到有关在英国留学的资料

惊奇的发现原来我想就读的那间大学的生活费是全英国最高的

后来仔细的搜索其他网页也证实了这点

看来我是必须重选我的大学了

在三月的时候,UCAS会在KLCC举办升学展

我应该会找些朋友去看看这升学展,顺便问个明白到底应该如何才可以好好地渡过大三

我的大三都一直处于有可能可以完成的状况

问题并不在于成绩好不好而是严重的缺钱

这两年以来都在拼命储蓄,已经慢别人一年了,不想再因为经济问题而再延迟多一年

我一直相信只要能申请到VISA到英国,剩下的问题都可以解决

这一关是最难的了

希望能够上天保佑,让我顺顺利利出国吧

6.2.09

CNY aftermath

well, not a bad chinese new year.

went to a lot of friends house and get a lot of ang pau

also met a lot of friends which had not met for long time

ate a lot of things but still cannot gain a bit of weight...

brother went taiwan during chinese new year and brought back a novel, a movie, and some local snack... tasty :p all finished within a week if i'm not wrong

today we were asked to pick which university we want to go after we finished our second year and i picked Cardiff

not sure whether i can get in but i'll try my best^_^

exam is coming very soon and all my schedule is almost pack with lecture, revision or tutorial.

i'll be damn happy if my result can still maintain at second upper

even cannot get in Cardiff also nevermind.

hope everyday is rich and happy ; )