19.7.10

nothing much to say nowadays
except to complain how bored i am with my life
waiting for opportunity to come is tiring
sometimes feels like lost and dunno wat i'm doing
hold on to that small glimpse of hope
knowing that all this would pay off one day
and yet, frustrated when that day would come

telling myself to keep looking forward
reminding myself to put more efforts
glad that there are still friends with me
which comforts me greatly when i am alone

life is hard, so to speak, in so many different ways
need a steadier, calmer and sharp mind
to keep myself prepared for what is to come
brace myself and grit my teeth
for i know i shall finish this for whatever it takes


- a whim that came thru me