17.12.10

A lot happened since then, mostly good one


c u on 5th Jan

21.11.10

never thought i got the chance, but here it is, thank you.

31.10.10

I quit my job.

27.10.10

This is wat happened today and last Sunday

Let's start with last Sunday first,

to put the story in simple, I worked my shit out of me this last Sunday, had the thought of leaving the job and go back M'sia for good. However, I stayed. Went through 12 hours shift without break, non-stop making food from 10am till 7pm, plus, there was only two of us (Nash and me) working in the kitchen since 4pm. At 630pm, dinner rush because of the Queen's show at St Albans Arena, situation was so bad that we need to close down the kitchen and stop taking food order for an hour (luckily and unfortunately), if headoffice ppl or CQ came at that time that would mean we're totally screwed. Exhausted, almost die in the process (mentally). Surprise? we hit 137 Sunday Roast that day (extra 70% from our target) even it was so shit, made 1700 pounds on that day and just on food. Gotta say out of the 1700, 700 would most probably come from me...

Then today,

Customer assumed (probably now she still insisting) that Waxford Tart was made in microwave (in fact, it was made in oven, you bitch!) so she requested a vegetarian burger. Vegetarian burger made but she don't want it and said to my manager that she won't even feed her pet with it. Then she wanted refund, but in the end, dunno wat happened, not sure whether she got refund or not or she just walked out. (God, I gotta say working beside local council, post office,police station and magistrate court you'll meet all kind of people!) Somehow, I felt insulted however like they say is just pure bad luck... :S


Later.

10.9.10

is been a while, don't blame me is not that i dun wan to blog, is jus that i dun hav internet...
so now everything is there, i can continue my blogging again...

here is my new room, nice? _^
housemates are good, landlord also quite nice...
i guess i'm lucky...

18.8.10

i'm working 48 hours every week
tired and bored

i got nothing to say anymore

ta

26.7.10

i think i am super extremely lame right now


haha


- sorry if u happened to read this post :p -

19.7.10

nothing much to say nowadays
except to complain how bored i am with my life
waiting for opportunity to come is tiring
sometimes feels like lost and dunno wat i'm doing
hold on to that small glimpse of hope
knowing that all this would pay off one day
and yet, frustrated when that day would come

telling myself to keep looking forward
reminding myself to put more efforts
glad that there are still friends with me
which comforts me greatly when i am alone

life is hard, so to speak, in so many different ways
need a steadier, calmer and sharp mind
to keep myself prepared for what is to come
brace myself and grit my teeth
for i know i shall finish this for whatever it takes


- a whim that came thru me

1.7.10

this is the second week since i moved out from my uni accommodation. i'm glad that we all r now under one roof, is a bit packed but it is fine, feels like living with brother and sister. there maybe a couple of minor problems but we were able to sort it out in the end. Never expect that we really can get along this well ^_^

as for job application is still no progression yet... sent a lot of CV but none of them reply... haiz they say jus keep on trying and u will get ur chance, i definitely hope it is true, or maybe i need to revise my CV to make it more appealing... maybe i should.

time pass swiftly, there a lot of things that i wan to do but feels like running out of time.

16.6.10

Hey guys n girls, I finally got my result for my final
n i am satisfied with it ^_^
thanks for all the supports and everything.

2.6.10

i think someone told me before that if u come to UK, two things u must enjoy
first is enjoy the weather
second is to get drunk... haha
i agree to the first one to certain extent
but not the second
after having a crazy party with my classmates two days ago
now when i see vodka or smell beer, i feel like to vomitting
it will take a long while for me to touch alcohol again, i guess

this year, UK had the longest and coldest winter
one of the hottest summer as well, there was one point that UK highest temperature is higher than Mediterranean countries
Pounds Sterling hit the low again with exchange rate of ard 1.4 against US dollar
Post Office strike, British Airline strike, etc.
volcanoes eruption in Iceland
coalition government in UK since WWII
it is sure happening this year

or maybe it is just happening as it always is
is just that in this era, information travel too fast
like my bro used to say

well, i jus hope that i can find a good job n a good place to stay for now
^_^ tata

25.5.10


i went nottingham, liverpool, manchester, blackpool and birmingham for my road trip last week.
it is very fun and tiring as well, after i came back from the trip i slept 14 hours straight, haha, break my personal record edi.
this whole week going to be crazy again cause' next week some of my friends will leave UK for a while for Prague, too bad i dun hav enough money, if not, i definitely follow them. Sad la, i guess just stay here and work a bit hard then go travel in future time.
here government changed and recession is still going on, pounds sterling is weak these days, volcano problem is still on, a lot of strike is happening, tempature is higher than Mediterranean countries, as if the malaysia sun moved here, funny.
miss home and food as usual but able to cope with it easily nowadays, too much of distraction i guess. need to find house soon but still doing nothing right now, stupid me, as always.

this is the tallest roller coaster in europe (it used to be world tallest), a lot of thrill, haha

16.5.10

finished my last paper last friday...
super happy... going roadtrip with friends
don't care for anything for now
just enjoy while I still can ^_^

2.4.10

有很多事情是没办法控制的
越是想控制,就越难预料
反而让事情自由地发展,结果更合心意
耐心的等待,撑开所有的去接受
相信你的直觉,勇往前进
即使会跌倒,还是继续奔跑
只要是痛快,也就足够了

I think I'm a little bit insane right now
don't worry I'll be fine ^_^ haha

10.3.10

please don't say that i already forget that i got a blog...
is just that i don't really know what to write

i supposed i need to update myself start from january this year
aside from doing assignments and attending classes all that
i managed to go on a trip to Barcelona with couple of friends
it is a nice trip
nice weather over there, much much better than UK here at least
it kindna reminds me of Malaysia where i can feel the sunlight again

went to quite a lot places, walked a lot
lucky for us it only rained one day during our trip
and don't know why they really like salty food over there
took a bunch of photos, all in facebook
too lazy to post it here

May is coming very soon and so is the exam
feeling a bit confused and nervous lately
still a bit shock that i am already at the finish edge of my degree
three years and a half
still remember my first day in college and my first day here as well

got a job as a part time kitchen staff
well most of time is just cleaning
can't say it is like what i wanted to be but anyway it covers up my living expenses

now exam is everything
good result means better prospect for better job
probably will go somewhere else other than staying in UK
since it is still crawling its way out from recession
maybe China? i don't know, still deciding


28.1.10

原谅我没有说 李圣杰

停住了从前停不住时间
离别后秋天赶走夏天
看着雨点冷冷地坠落路面
给跌碎的心愿


首次约会的餐厅已歇业

被遗弃在真空的世界

终於相爱已比分开遥远

那面玻璃像潮湿的脸



原谅我没有说最爱你的是我

予取予求又把温柔当附和

原谅我没有说我给你的并不多

拥有过却没有把握


雨停了接近透明的蓝天
像从来没有那麽愉悦
终於相爱已比分开遥远
终於再见变成了谎言

用倔强来包裹脆弱
用自由来等同不寂寞
我难过才晓得你说的不难过
是强行放手强行挣脱

原谅我没有说最爱你的是我
予取予求又把温柔当附和
原谅我没有说我给你的并不多
拥有过以为没什麽