20.8.09

frankly speaking, i got nothing to post this week because basically i just sit at home 24/7. since last last week saturday, i've been coughing till now. i went and see the doctor but the doctor said it just normal cough, nothing serious. i'm getting better now but still have some light cough, haiz, due to this i can't eat whatever i want and my life again become 'duller'. so what i can do everyday is just reading my 'Angels and Demons' or surfing the net taking care of my barn buddy and restaurant city, nothing else. that's the downside when u have three month holiday.

another 30 days, i'll leave this place. can't feel anything right now, no excitement, sadness or anything, maybe i've been waiting too long?